My Mom does not ”Understand’ Genderfluid or Me
I have been Question my gender for almost 7 months now,
I was born as a girl and likes being a girl,
but at the same time wishing i was born as a boy instead.
I kept thinking of being Transgender but i also wanted to be a girl,
so i searched deeper hoping i would find something usefull.
finally i found this called ”Genderfluid”
i looked deeper down in it and i also read how Genderfluid persons act,
and what their like and what their don’t.
i thought it described me, and sounded like me.
so i went down to tell my mom about this.
i took me some time to tell her
but i finally said, i meant everything i said to her.
but my mom refused.
i tried to explain it to her even tho she didn’t understand,
she understood it in the end, but still refused.
she said ”Stop Question your gender, Let’s talk about this when your 18, okay?”
she said it like she just thought i was joking or something like that, but i wasn’t.
we had a long talk were she kept saying that it’s just a phase and i get over it,
and if not then let’s talk about it when your 18.
but that’s a long time to wait, and i had been stressed
because i Questioned my gender,
like i had been thinking over this for a really long time,
it ended with i ran crying up to my room,
kept thinking ”She Don’t Understand It!”
i cried for a long time and she didn’t even talk to me after that.
it really hurt me really really really much,
and she just doesn’t understand how much it hurts.
I hope you guys can help me out of this 🙁